Being the school slut wasn't as bad as I'd thought it was going to be. I mean yeah you got the disgusted look on other girl's faces,boys only liked u because you put out, but it was a reputation that I could live with.
Before you go judging just know that the reason I accepted the bad rep is because trying to tell people you aren't a slut was easier said than done. So, I accepted the reputation.
I used to be the girl everyone thought was sweet like a cookie,but it fizzled when i lost my virginity to the star hockey player. Yes, hockey-cold as hell place to watch sweating boys fight over a tiny puck. I remember like it was just yesterday...
So, please sit back a relax.
This is going to be one hell of a ride.
It basically started on the Summer is Over party at Matthew Freeman's house. I was invited by my gossip bitch, Laurie.
I decided to wear black short short's and a white tank to top it off. I know that isn't the ideal of sexy,but I was trying at least so give me some damn credit. Anyways, Laurie took me to the party and it was huuge! Everyone was there grinding on some one. I thought hey this could be the start of something good.
Then there she was. Richmond High's Queen Bee....Melissa Bell. She was everything a girl could possibly have: dark red hair,blue eyes,big breats,huge ass,plump lips, curves to die for, tan skin, also rich as hell.
Unlike me: Pale as fuck, plump lips,curves,medium boobs,brown eyes,reddish brown hair,big butt, and poor.
Yep, this is how it was.
I've had my share of men, but I remained a virgin mainly because I was afriad of losing it. I didn't want to lose it to some loser douche bag with no car or money. No I was a lame ass who wanted to lose it to a rich prince that would come sweeping me off my feet.
Anyways, I was dancing with some guy with huge glasses when I spotted him.
Colton Keller.
He was the perfect prince to every girl in the school with his sexy as hell dark ash brown hair and his smoldering turquoise eyes. He was muscles to die for as they bucnch as he walked. His best feature is his ass. Oh,baby he was sexy. Hair was always in a fohawk and a little messy because he was that sexy.
Bad thing: He is dating Melissa Bell's sister Tiana Bell.
So, every girl backed off of him while Melissa was around. I of course didn't really care if she was around. I liked what I saw so why not stare?
"So,uh wanna go out?" The nerd boy asked. He winked like we were in some fake romantic movie.
"No thanks." I pushed away from him. I was going to finally go talk to Colton and no nerd boy is going to get in my way. Though I bet he wanted to make sure Melissa was away.
So, once Melissa went in the house with her boyfriend Wyatt I went in for the kill before any other girl noticed Melissa gone.
I walked up to him with my head held high, but once he focused his smolding turquoise eyes on me I immedeiantly melted into his stare. God, he was the prince I'd always wanted!
He smiled at me. "Can I help you?" He raised an eyesbrow.
His voice was so deep!
I'm going to faint into him....
I shook my head rapildly. "Uh......" I tried to think of somthing.. Maybe talk about school? "When's school start?" I asked before I could stop myself.
He gave me a confused look. "It starts tomorrow. That's the whole point of the party." He must have seen the desire in my eyes because his next question was said in a husky voice. "Look are you interested in me?"
I nodded.
He sighed in annoyance. Annyonace?!?!?!
No,NO,NO,NO!
He was suppose to be happy we are talking!
"Well,I mean I've never talked to guys before and well I wanted to practice on you!" I said before I could stop myself. "I,uh, look I'm interested in Matt and since you two are friends I thought you could..." What the hell am I saying? I was soo not into Matt!
Now he looked taken by complete surprise. He looked at the dancing Matt in confusion, then adverted his eyes back to hers. "Why are you into him?"
"Well..." To late to back out now! "He is very good looking." It was so hard to say that in front of the guy you loved.
"So." He shifted on his feet. "You're not interested in me like you are Matt?"
Yes!!!!! Only you!
"Nope." Why was I saying this?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Suddenly he leaned forward to place his forehead against mine. "I can tell you are into Matt alot." He tilted his chin so his nose bumped mine. "Does this not turn you on?"
I was so heated I could barley focus on anything but his flaming skin against mine. This is one hell of a good party.
"Uhhh.." Was all I managed to say.
He chuckled lightly. "I can tell you are." His lips skimmed my eyesbrow slowly with seduction in the tender touch. "I think you are pretty. Come upstairs with me?" His lips made their way to my lips. They lightly touched. "I will show you how better I am than Matt."
All I managed was a weak nod.
He led me to the upstairs bedroom that had one king sized red bed in the center of the room. The walls were a misty gray color that clashed well with the brown furniture in the room. Colton sqeezed my hand in encouragement as he walked me to the bed.
Was I really going to do this?
My heart was pouding so loud in my chest that i thought it was going to burst out in happyiness. I was going to be with Colton Keller!
Me!
The sweet cookie in school is finally going to lose her virginity to the hockey star!
He sat me down on the fluffy bed. "Matt isn't someone you want to be with." He nipped at my jaw lightly. It was so tender that I shivered in delight. "I will show you a real man." Then he lower himself on my body. I slowly seeped back into the bed as he got on top.
We started making out like crazy when I felt the small brush of his fingertips locating the hook of my bra. Lifting my body up so he could get it, finally the strap came undone. He took his mouth off mine so he could grab my shirt and take it off. It felt really weird to have my bra be slid off by a guy. Mainly because knowing he was going to see my breasts made it a bit nerve racking.
He cupped my boobs in his big hands like a pro. I realized that I was about to have sex the first time and it was with a guy who isn't single.
That made me scum right?
"How many guys have you been with?" He suddenly asked.
My eyes widened.
He didn't know I was a virgin? Couldn't guys like tell if a girl isn't?
"Uh.." I bit my lip uncomfortably.
He pulled back fast. "You're a virgin?"
In that second I felt embarrassed for being a virgin. I mean I was happy i was, meant I didn't whore it out, but at the moment I felt like hiding.
I looked to my right side. "Yes.." I whispered softy. How was I suppose to lie about something so obvious. Now,I guess, Colton wanted nothing to do with me.
"Hey." He tapped my cheek lightly. I finally looked up at his eyes. "It's okay." He smiled his heartbreaking smile. Warmth spread over me when he said that. "I don't think It'd be wise to go to Matt while you're a virgin, though. Matt likes to play around alot."
"Oh? I had a feeling." I blushed. Was I really going to do this with Colton? "I'm not really experienced."
"That's why you came to me right?" He kissed my neck. His soft sliky lips made their way to my quivering lips. "I will help you out." Then once again we began to make out.
The image of Tiana popped into my head and made me feel a tingle of guilt. I was no better than scum for sleeping with another girl's boyfriend. Once Colton got me all heated in his passionate kiss, I felt something big sliding into me. I was shocked on how big it was and I was suddenly worried it wouldn't fit. I felt him push harder into me until I finally felt the rip and his penis go all the way in. It was such a sudden burst of pain that I started to get teary eyed.
Then he went faster into me and I started to really enjoy it- though it still kind of hurt. Tiana was a good girl,but I loved this boy and nothing could make me feel bad after being so happy. I never wanted this to end at all.
Colton continued to pound into me and I enjoyed all he gave me.
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